Lost

I can feel my feet lifting off the floor
I'm high as a kite without the drugs
Consumed with the process
I'm looking for something to hold onto

An Undeniable sense of desperation
Wondering if the words will ever come
Will I Ever Be Satisfied
I'm feeling like something has come undone

A heaviness plagues me - I'm suffocating
Gasping for air - writing with a fury
Fire in my belly- trying to exercise the demons
I am Alone in this

Ive lost the expectation to be saved
There is no search party
No one even knows I'm gone
I am adrift and searching...